Today is the channel's birthday 🎂 Incredible, I lasted a year. The sick admin still feels joy and pride in himself. I always dreamed of br…

Today is the channel's birthday 🎂 Incredible, I lasted a year. The sick admin still feels joy and pride in himself. I always dreamed of broadcasting something into the noosphere. This attempt justified itself. Never give up! Give up immediately if the activity does not bring satisfaction-peace. - Seryozha, by the way, about loud slogans. What learning did you get from this experience? - Discipline. Sensitivity to myself. A creative mindset. If you do not want to, then do not reproach yourself; guilt is not fuel. It is sand in the gears. Create a safe space for yourself. - How did you create it? - A chain of rituals. Everyone goes to bed, I turn off the lights everywhere, load the dishwasher, pour a mug of tea. I open the Telegram window, choose a screenshot, then everything is like in flow, the plot goes by improvisation. Posts write themselves. - Is there always something to post? - Oh, I was afraid the topics would quickly exhaust themselves. Nothing of the sort. Every day there is something to dig into. Often the posts come out too long. I have to edit. A couple more years of this freestyle and I will learn to write shortly and concisely - Such longreads do not grow subscribers. In general, why does such a precious resource have such a narrow audience? - Hey! I know half of the subscribers half as well as I would like, and love the other half half as much as they are worth. Even some friends are subscribed! Insight: friends do not have to be your subscribers. More precisely, the world is arranged so that other people come as subscribers. I treasure everyone who endures this 🖤 - Do you want more people? - The trial of fame. I thought about it. You feel how the pendulum of inner values swings when a virality effect arrives. It came twice in a year! In short, I do not know how to relate to it. The ego says: "Yes, of course," I am here like a "vulgar" version of Marina Abramovic. And in such moments you can start exploiting the found flow. But I do not want to end up like Chester Bennington. - You went in a depressing direction - Favorite game: Silent Hill 2 on PlayStation II. It has the most atmospherically accurate fog render. - ... - Mood has a very strong influence. I learned that when you are tired, nervous, and so on, jokes do not joke! - The main thing is the inner mindset? - The main thing is the inner mindset! - Seryozha, thank you for such a fascinating conversation. I enjoyed the time spent in the interview. - Me too! Come again, I love such conversations so much - I live with you - Ah. Thank you for highlighting this point. - Get well and keep doing this! - Thank you! ✨